OK so finally i get back on DA!!! Sorry I haven't been here in a while.. like I said before, what with school and work and all that... yeah.


ok so here's all that u guys missed

Ok so I did quit Ruby Tuesday. I quit around... January. It's because of well... a lot of things but mostly b/c i found a new job. I now work at CSS (Centrallized Showing Services) it's really fun. I started there on January 30th and have been working there ever since.
I regret to have to bring this up, but it's part of my life and a major thing that happened so I must tell. Stephanie and I had the most major fight we have ever had, and hopefully ever will have. It all started one night up at Ruby Tuesday b/c Steph had gotten a job up there and I was supposed to be training her that night. Well, I know now that I'm not a very good trainer. LOL! Anyway, I had a really bad headache and I was very cranky. Needless to say... training Steph did not go very well. I mostly had her follow me to tables to see how it was done. Well, then she wanted to try it. In my mind (reminder: i was really cranky) I didn't think she was ready. She was. Really. I admit that now b/c Steph is really a fast learner, but I was really ticked off at the fact that she (in my mind) was acting like she knew how to do everything already, and it felt like she was trying to run the show. Well we had decided that we were going to split the tips that night, or like she'd get $10 of it or sumthin like that... I just got really kinda sour, I don't remember exactly what was said but I remember her saying "yeah we're friends, not best friends, but friends" and then I said "yeah... for now." I blew this all way outta proportion that night but, this is really what happened. She replied "what?!" and I said, "yeah you are always mad at me and it seems like we're friends for 5 mins and then it changes" she had already gotten her $10 of the tips and decided after that to go home, I was supposed to be her ride, but she walked home. *sighs* Next day at school, things still being a lil sour but ok at least... she saw me eating really bad things, like bad for you type things, not all sugar just... like mashed potatos and gravy and stuff like that. She just took one look at what I was eating and said "well I guess ur not doing weightwatchers anymore" which I really was, I was gunna figure up all those points when I got home. But she assumed that I wasn't and said to me "i guess i'm doing this alone", and of course with a lot of tension she just walked off. I let her. I didn't wanna fight.... anymore. Well, that turned into a 2 month no talking period. I tried to talk to her everyday tho. I know that can be annoying especially if you've ever been on her side of that, but I don't like letting ppl go off angry at me like that. My persistance paid off, but i'll tell you there were a few fights in between all of that. One night I finally went over to her house (technically her gma's but she's living there permanently now) and we just talked it all out. You guys don't even know how big of a wreck I was when her and I weren't talking. Think about maybe wanting to shoot urself X(times) torturing urself X playing chicken with another car and losing. *sighs* well... that's all really... of that I mean.
Speaking of cars, I have my own now. It was originally my great-grandmother's but she's too old and going blind to drive it now so she gave it to me. It's a 2000 model Buick Century. It runs pretty good. Had a low tire when I first got it but I fixed that, and OMG!! you would not believe how much "grandma" stuff there was in there... i mean like old cough drops that were pretty much just sticky syrup inside a wrapper by then... ew. But I've made it into my own, have a souvenir tassle hanging from my rear-view mirror and everything. It has a cd player in it... but it sucks. It skips everytime you hit the slightest bump. Heh. Anyway, I plan on getting a cassete-adapter for my mp3 player anyway, so it won't be bad for long.
Now that talking about the past is over with now, I really need to talk about what's been happening over the past few days.
So yesterday was my last concert for my senior year and also Jenni's Birthday (HAPPY B-DAY JENNI WOOOOT! #18!!!!) I thought the concert went ok, I mean you're always ur own worst critic, but Jenni's b-day party afterwards was fun too. I applogise to both Jenni and Steph for being stand-offish, but I was really kinda tired from the performance (which involved coreography btw) and just the fact i had stayed up too late the night before. (more on why later) I played some DDR with Danny and some Air Hockey too... it was fun. Hehe. I tried to "test my strength" you know one of those hit the mallet and see how high the thingy goes-type things.... yeah... i suck needless to say. heh. The rest of what happened that night is really not a subject for DA tho. It involves a lot of touchy subjects. But all I'm going to say is that it was awkward. *shrugs*
Now about boys.... and girls. LOL! So that guy that I kept talking about in my journals last time I was on here, is... well... an idiot to put it simply. I was way in over my head with him, but at least I know I'm the one who put myself there. There's been a couple interests in my life since then. First one is Nikki ( a girl) she was... a disaster to put it lightly. I have broken up and gotten back together with her 5 times now... each time thinking that hopefully things had changed. They never did. Needless to say, I have broken up with her for the last time recently. I told her straight up that I didn't care if she was lonely anymore. She was always complaining about that. Anyway... the most recent interest has been a guy named Eric. He and I knew eachother back in Jr High and a friend of mine (now ex-friend but it's no issue) He and I started having romantic feelings for eachother that same night we were re-introduced. We were just being innocent playing Monopoly and stuff, but we were flirting. Anyway, he came back over the next day and we hung out for a while... he asked me out. I was so excited I mean... this was the first time I had been asked out since Cody. Anyway... Eric and I went out for about a week or so and then he broke up with me b/c I was starting to fall for him and he knew it. He was going off to the Marines soon and didn't want to have to break my heart like that. *sighs* Anyway... he and I still talk, and he still comes over sometimes... he and I are good friends. Needless to say after saying all that, i am once again single. But I like it.
Phew. omg that was a lot to write... after ya'll are done reading it please leave comments. I like knowing ppl care. And Steph, let me know if I left out anything.
Anyways... goodnight all. I am sick with a cold and must go to bed before it gets any worse and I can't go to sleep.

I love all you guys!
~*Tina*~